Свою бессознательную потребность в ангсте я предпочитаю утолять роковыми балладами. И это - один из наилучших образцов, причём до такой степени, что если у вас депрессуха - смотрите и читайте на свой страх и риск.
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читать дальшеAshita nante konai you ni to nagatta yoru kazoekirenai
Yume mo ai mo nakushi ame ni utaretamama
naiteru naiteru naiteru naiteru
I can't even count the number of nights I wished tomorrow wouldn't come.
Without love or dreams, beaten by the rain
Crying, crying, crying, crying
Kazari tsukenai de kono mama no watashi de ikiteyuku tame
Nani ga hitsuyou
Jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo Shinjitara ii no
Kotae wa chikasugite mienai
To live just how I am now, without changing
what is it I need?
If you can't even believe in yourself, what are you supposed to believe in?
The answer's too close; I can't see it.
Kuroi namida nagasu
Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite
Kotoba ni sae nara nakute
Karadajuu da itami dashite
Taerarenai hitori de wa
Black tears flow
inside of me and there's nothing else; just sadness
I can't even put it in words,
my whole body is releasing pain
and I can't face it all on my own.
Yonaka ni nakitsukarete egai jibun ja nai jibun no kao
Yowasa wo kakushita mama egao wo tsukuru no wa
Tomeyou tomeyou tomeyou tomeyou
In the middle of night, in tears it's not me but my face that I'm drawing
Hiding my sadness to make a smiling face;
make it stop, make it stop, make it stop, make it stop
Kazari tsukenaide ikiteyuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban
MUZUKASHII KOTO?
Anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii
Kowareru mono wa mou iranai
To live on without changing myself; is that the most
difficult thing in this world?
If you're giving me something make it something without shape
I don't need anything else to break.
Kuroi namida nagashisakendemo
Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
Onaji itami ni butsukaru
Sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara
Tooku kiete shimaitai
Wagamama to wakatte mo...
Shedding black tears even as I scream
not even caring, the morning arrives
If I'm going to keep being battered
by these painful days
I just want to disappear far away
Even though I know that's selfish of me...
Kuroi namida nagasu
Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite
Kotoba ni sae nara nakute
Karadajuu da itami dashite
Black tears flow
inside of me and there's nothing else; just sadness
I can't even put it in words,
my whole body is releasing pain
Kuroi namida nagashisakendemo
Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
Onaji itami ni butsukaru
Sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara
Tooku kiete shimaitai
Wagamama to wakatte mo...
Shedding black tears even as I scream
not even caring, the morning arrives
If I'm going to keep being battered
by these painful days
I just want to disappear far away
Even though I know that's selfish of me...